Intro: I wrote this sometime in August, 2005 the summer in between my first and second year of Masters while I was back home in Salmon. I would call this my first attempt at writing with my own style and voice. And honestly, probably the best I have ever written IMO, as it still inspires me and speaks new things...
Aug, 2005
Where is love? and what of life? Is it here? Am I but bind? I try things my way and find I am bored. Hanging out desiring adventure finding none But with God, with God the adventure is finding Him, finding love, living love, giving love. Being that so called "fairy tale" living it beyond what expectations describe it. Bored without Him, reckless in Him. Love, ah Love One syllable uttered with infinite meaning-- to God. To me- unknown, exotic, another universe to explore. To me my purpose, why I am here.To show a unique a uniques side to love, to God, to life, all one in the same, as each one is to be, that is why. And to love Him back Not just to do but to be, and not just to be but to do. My Lord, my love, my life
(next part added later) my future, my eternal song. How I came in isn't how I came out but closer to Him, closer in believing, closer in love, closer in strength, closer in love. My hearts beats after His, "I wanna find that perfect beat, the beat of your heart." I cry as memories flood my mind and heart, held back for years out of disappointment and fear, fear of exposure. I, "am I there yet?" yes I am right where God desires me for this moment. Now what? Share Him in me with the world.
Where is love? and what of life? Is it here? Am I but bind? I try things my way and find I am bored. Hanging out desiring adventure finding none But with God, with God the adventure is finding Him, finding love, living love, giving love. Being that so called "fairy tale" living it beyond what expectations describe it. Bored without Him, reckless in Him. Love, ah Love One syllable uttered with infinite meaning-- to God. To me- unknown, exotic, another universe to explore. To me my purpose, why I am here.To show a unique a uniques side to love, to God, to life, all one in the same, as each one is to be, that is why. And to love Him back Not just to do but to be, and not just to be but to do. My Lord, my love, my life
(next part added later) my future, my eternal song. How I came in isn't how I came out but closer to Him, closer in believing, closer in love, closer in strength, closer in love. My hearts beats after His, "I wanna find that perfect beat, the beat of your heart." I cry as memories flood my mind and heart, held back for years out of disappointment and fear, fear of exposure. I, "am I there yet?" yes I am right where God desires me for this moment. Now what? Share Him in me with the world.
